| | Omg do you know how long it took me to finally get this post together? Besides the point that it's been almost a year, I haven't signed in to post on Xanga in so long, so I was thoroughly surprised and confused with the new editing setup, I swear it took me at least an hour just to figure out where all the settings I actually need compared to the rest of the other plentiful options on this thing, my internet skills have feel off so hard, I admit, but yeah I've been wanting to start a fresh blog anyway dakara sa...shit I'm having a hard time with my english here, ok yeah so this blog if not already dead will be soon.
Anyways, it's funny cause for a long time I've felt like I had so much to say, and then I finally get on here and I feel like I'm on Showcase at the Apollo in a baby blue 80's tuxedo and my Superfly S curl hair about to sing some corny 80's R&B song, nervous as hell cause the audience is like "Come on Tito Jackson!" I don't know, I had it planned out before I came on here, what the hell happened. I was suppose to log on, change the background; which I failed miserably at cause what ever skeme i had in mind looks crazy as hell, say, you know "hey what's up, it's been a while, this happened, that happened, blah blah blah, Japan blah blah blah, Never coming home again blah blah blah, and here I am now. Something like that...?Yeah but I can't even be serious about it, got the serious title and everything, but really right now I'm laughing at myself on the inside so hard lol it's like 5 in the morning, i have to get ready for class, and I haven't even slept, at least I did my homework THIS TIME, which goes to show you that yes, somethings are still the same, or least remnants of. But yeah don't let this post fool you, this past year studying abroad has been, one of the greatest times, and very serious time, in gaining clarification and understanding of not just what, but how I want to live my life, pretty much a better sense of direction I can grasp, and now spend more time working towards that life instead of worrying most of the time if I'm going anywhere at all. I was trying to stay away from making this entry into some epic, but yeah I guess that's just my style of blogging, like I'm telling some epic or something, but I guess who doesn't like stories? Ok, now I'm just wasting time, my point is this time in Japan has meant a tremendous amount to me, and omg there's so much I want to say but it's just not coming out in words. Maybe it just wasn't meant for words this time, sorry my dears, maybe next time, probably another blog. Yeah, I really feel like dancing right now, I have songs in my head for dayz...on yeah, "Don't Hold Back Your Tears" by Jazztronik, they are so dope. I don't think I can hold back tears any longer anyway.
OK! This was long overdue, but I was tagged to write 8 random things about me(?) so here we go, this might be hard (where's my Letterman countdown drum roll?):
8. I don't like banana's, cheesecake, all pies (i like the crust though), some other cakes, puddings, etc. (it's more of a texture problem than with the flavors, and a little childhood trauma)
7. In second grade for my science project I made a "robot" from toys and aluminum foil, mind you it did absolutely nothing, and somehow I got a good grade for that crap. Yeah, i think my mind was definitely somewhere else then.
6. I could really go for some popcorn right now. I'm sorry, this is harder than I thought.
Ok sorry about this, I just fell asleep for like an hour also, I'll try another time.
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